Hi Logan ,
I perfectly undestand you , I´m also working for insurance on as IT Architect but I would prefer to be a developer .
Well , anxiety comes from the uncertainty of your future , so stop worrying too much . Worrying about the future is a way to evade the present . If you start doing a little of improvement in your code everyday I bet you will improve your anxiety .
Your job is pretty meaningful believe me , insurance help people not going bankrupt when a bad thing happens . You can bring a lot of good to the world by coding , I understand you perfectly . I wanted to quit engineering on my last semester and start medicine for the sake of humanity.
You can reach a lot of people and help chemists and doctors by coding doing a lot of things related to genomics and computing .
Don´t worry about the loans , money comes , money goes . Stop complaining about things that you don´t control .
Last but not least , I highly recommend you to read a book called “meditations” is part of the greek stoic philosophy . It helped me a lot when I was depressed undergoing a worst situation than yours (2 dead family members and a break up at the same moment)
Listen to good music , have some beers with your friends and don´t panic