I'm scared and feel as if my world is falling apart

Hey there ,

Just make a call or e-mail the schools to see if the recruiting process is in progress . If they tell you they are not available because of school lockdowns , ask them when you can return them a call . Meanwhile I highly recommend you to make some online courses that you can publish somewhere like udemy , youtube , in order to gain more visibility .

If you need money , ask your relatives for a loan . Otherwise seek for an unemployment help from the government .

Try to breathe deep if you feel very anxious