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I was feeling pretty down earlier, but somehow our the other I straightened myself out
Sorry for posting so much, devpressed. I worry that I have used this like one would use a journal.
You’re fine. 
We all need to hear that we’re not crazy and that we have options from time to time. You’re going through a tough period right now, give yourself a break!
Also, I don’t know what your post originally said, but hooray to you for adjusting your mindset!
Thanks. For me, it’s been a roller coaster ride. I have several applications out there. Hopefully I’m able to get a new job before they let me go.
I read online that it’s really hard to get another job once you’ve been fired.
It wouldn’t be so bad if I was single, but I’m married with two children and a house.
It is hard for a software developer to make a living in my part of the world. This state is an agricultural and manufacturing state.