I’m new here so I thought I should tell my story.
It might be long.
I’m 27 years old. I’ve never had a job.
My parents have let me mooch off them since I was 18.
I have no education or life skills.
I wasted my youth playing video games.
I deeply regret basically my whole life.
I don’t really want to work hard but I am too stupid to do anything other than menial labor.
I don’t want anything out of life other than a woman who loves me.
But I have to fix whats wrong with me first.
I have been trying to find work online at home because I have no car or driver’s license.
I don’t want to drive anyway because I can’t concentrate and I am afraid of getting into an accident.
Every time I find some work-at-home idea it turns out they either want experience or don’t train you at all.
They also want attributes that I don’t have like confidence, assertiveness, good communication skills, and basically everything else I don’t have.
From age 18-24 I was thinking about killing myself because I think I have no chance at life. But I care about my parents and don’t want them to feel sad if I did that so I was going to mooch off of them until they died and then kill myself.
I received hope that I could change when I was 24 when I heard about spiritual “woo woo” type stuff so I started working towards that.
I want to get help for my problems but I don’t have any money.
I feel too ashamed of myself to talk to anyone about this.
If I did they would probably just tell me to “figure it out” or something.
I’ve been trying to fix it but I am not really having any luck.
I’ve tried to learn programming but it is hard and I don’t really like it.
I’ve been looking for “work at home” opportunities but they are either scams or pay and extremely small about of money.
Any other make money at home opportunities I have found require money to get started and I have none.
I found one opportunity to make passive income but I am waiting to see if it pays off.
It is the ONLY break I have found in the past few years.
I just REALLY hope it goes well it feels like the only break I will get.
I am so tired of doing this.
I don’t really know what else to say other than I hope someone reads this.