Started freelancing last year and had 3 clients at the peek time but now I have trouble finding a new job.
I lost my 3 clients last year because I went through a psychotic phase last year, where I made irrational demands to the client. I wish I could explain to the clients in question, that my behaviour was rooted in my mentally ill state, but there’s a certain stigma attached to it.
So now these clients just think I’m unreliable, which I was at that time and I’m scared to never find a new gig again.
What would you recommend me to do in order to avoid these phases in the future and to find a new gig?