Programmer newb blues

I had am seizure forgot a majority of the program languages I knew I also has anxiety about the Microsoft cert im suppose to be trying to get. Does anyone know of some projects I can do using sql I dont mind learning another language too to combine them I just need a goal. I’m feeling extremely worthless and useless because I am learning something with only a goal of passing. Test which makes me feel horrible.

Sorry about the typos my phoneson auto correct is an asshole.

I don’t have any suggestions as far as sql projects but just wanted to say post-treatment I also dealt with some memory issues. It can be really frustrating to not be able to inhabit that brain space you were once familiar with. I think aiming to pass a certification is more than enough, especially with extra rollercoasters thrown in the mix.